Gearing up for another family road trip

We’ve spent the last couple of days getting ready for another cross-country road trip as a family, this time to Arkansas. My side of the family is going down there, mostly because my youngest sister works at a national park, so it’s more convenient for us to come to her (and it should be fun as well).

The plan is to drive to Omaha, spend a couple of nights with my brother-in-law and his wife, then drive down to Arkansas and spend the week with family. Once we’re done, we’ll just drive straight back to Utah, hopefully in two days, but more likely in three. After all, we’ve got a five year-old and a two year-old with us.

This is the first big road trip we have this summer. The second one is at the end of July, and we’ll be going up to northern Alberta for a reunion with my wife’s side of the family. Her grandmother passed away earlier this year, and this was the soonest everyone could get together (getting passports for the kids was a little tricky).

I’ve already schedule blog posts through the next week and a half, so those should be coming up each day. I’ve also been writing more Fantasy from A to Z posts, and I hope to write the rest of them while I’m out there, though I’m not stressing out too much about that. If they get done, great, if not, I’ll just finish them when I get back.

The big reason why I’m blogging daily now is because of some major problems I’ve been having with my email list. I used to send out a newsletter approximately every week, but over the last couple of years, my open and click-thru rates have been creeping ever lower, until just last month they suddenly dropped by more than 50%. Turns out there’s a whole lot of backend stuff that changed in the last year, most of which I barely understand.

But ChatGPT has been a huge help in figuring out what’s wrong, and how I need to register DMARC and SPF and all the other stuff that I still don’t understand. My wife has also been a huge help in sorting through it all. I think it’s all set up properly, but I haven’t sent out a newsletter yet, and probably won’t until I get back from Arkansas. I also need to update my newsletter template. ChatGPT should be really good for that.

So the email newsletter is turning into a monthly thing, and the blog is turning into a daily thing, at least for the forseeable future. All of that might get thrown out the window when the new baby comes along, at least temporarily.

In the meantime, I’m working on Fantasy from A to Z and the rough AI draft of Lord of the Falconstar, both of which are coming along quite well. I’m going to experiment with having one human WIP and one AI WIP active at the same time, because ChatGPT suggested that this would be the best way to maximize by writing time and productivity.

I fed ChatGPT my accountability spreadsheet and the daily project journals I’ve been keeping for the past year, and it came back with some fascinating insights into my writing process. It’s amazing how you can feed it a bunch of raw, barely-formatted data, and get a genuinely insightful analysis.

Is this taking away jobs from a data analysis / writing coach? Not really, at least in my case, because I doubt I would have hired one. But the results sure are useful. I’m also experimenting with feeding my entire book into ChatGPT and asking it to write a book description or generate a cover. It’s amazing how it can “read” a whole novel in a fraction of a second, and spit back answers that show (or at least simulate) a genuine understanding of the material.

But one thing ChatGPT can’t do is convert a short story into a screenplay—at least, not without significant human input. I tried uploading “What Hard Times Hath Wrought” and told it to turn it into a screenplay, and the results were hilariously bad. Maybe Sudowrite has a plugin, though…

Your taste in AI art can say a lot about you…

So a couple of weeks ago, my wife and I both got into the new trend of using chatgpt to convert photos and images into “studio Ghibli style.” We started with some pictures of ourselves…

We then tried out some of our wedding photos…

And then, we realized that we didn’t have to upload an actual picture–we could actually just tell chatgpt what we wanted it to make, and guide it through the creative process until it made what we were looking for.

On the free version, this is super difficult, because you only get like 3 image generations per day, and you often have to go through several iterations to get what you want.

But both of us have the paid version of chatgpt, me through my writing business, and my wife through her school. So over the last couple of weeks, we’ve been playing around with it quite a lot!

This is the direction I decided to take it…

… And this is the direction my wife decided to take it…

… Needless to say, you can tell a lot about someone by their taste in AI art!

Farewell to 2024!

It’s new year’s eve, finally! Another year, another voyage around the M-class dwarf star we call Sol!

A lot of other writers and podcasters are doing recaps of their year, highlighting some of their best moments as well as analyzing what they learned and what changed. Generally, though, these people are either single or have producers and assistants to help them with their content. Since neither of those is true for me (I literally just put my son down for a nap, though it sounds like it will be a while before he falls asleep), I’ll just write a quick blog post with some off-the-cuff thoughts.

It’s been a very busy and eventful year for me, writing-wise, though most of that probably won’t be visible from the outside until about the middle of next year. I’ve totally reworked my writing process in ways that should start yielding a lot of new books around then, and hopefully continue to yield them for the forseeable future. If successful, I will probably write a non-fiction book about it sometime, but that’s still in the nebulous future.

I published four novels this year, all in a new series, and I’m currently writing two more in the same series (the Sea Mage Cycle). Interestingly enough, it’s one of my best rated series, which probably shows how much I’ve improved as a writer since I first started indie publishing. Also, it’s much more of a fun adventure fantasy series than some of my other stuff, which either tends toward sprawling, ambitious space opera or sober dystopian think-pieces, both of which tend to take themselves a little too seriously. But I’m happy writing fantasy adventure, so if it turns out I can carve out a comfortable niche in this subgenre, I’ll certainly enjoy leaning into it.

Four novels in a year is about four times what I typically produce, but I was starting to feel a little burned out, so after taking a break to write some AI-assisted short stories, I decided to take some lessons from the experience and spend the rest of the year reworking my creative process. It didn’t take long for me to learn that writing quality AI-assisted novels isn’t that much harder than writing quality AI-assisted short stories—indeed, in some very key ways, it’s actually easier. So since novels are much more lucrative than short stories, I decided to stop writing them and to focus exclusively on novels.

I still plan to keep putting out a new title every month in 2025, just like I have for the last several years. Until now, most of those titles have been short stories, simply because I wasn’t able to write fast enough to regularly publish anything longer. But this year, I’m hoping to put out at least five novels, perhaps more, especially if I can get to the point where it only takes a month to write them. On the off months, I will republish old short story singles, so if there are any that you remember that you want to see again, let me know and I’ll put them into the publishing queue.

I’ll have to write at length with how I’ve reworked my writing process, and not just from the AI angle. I’ve also figured out how to hack my ADHD so that a lot of the things that used to be liabilities (a hyperactive, easily distractible mind, a hunger for novelty, a constant desire to start new projects or to chase new ideas, etc) are now assets instead of liabilities. But to really get into that, I first need to write about how I hacked my ADHD to read more books—which would probably make a great blog post for January 2025, since I’m sure many of my readers are making resolutions to read more books. I used to struggle to read more than thirty or forty books in a year, but now I consistently finish a book every 2-5 days, and have been for the last year and a half. So that should make a very interesting post.

On a more personal note, my big resolution for this year is to hike Mount Timpanogos at least once, and be in good enough shape that it doesn’t totally wipe me out. It should be too hard. I enjoy hiking, but I’ve put off hiking Mount Timp for years, assuming I would get around to it some other time. Well, I’m 40 now, so if I don’t do it soon there’s a chance I may never do it. Besides, it would be great to get back into hiking again, and perhaps even tackle some truly difficult mountains, not just the big local one that’s emminently doable. But for this year, it’s Mount Timpanogos (and maybe Mount Nebo, if Timp isn’t enough of a challenge).

The kids are getting older, and we’ll probably have to figure out homeschooling before the end of this next year. We’re also moving back into our house in Orem, after my wife gets her PhD. Before we do, I’d like to build a little free library that we can post on the corner of our property, and maybe even a bench, if I can get around to it. But the library is definitely something I want to finish before we move back in. Should be a fun woodworking project.

So that’s what we’re up to around here. Definitely looking forward to another long trip around the sun!

Swamped but Still Here

I’m pretty swamped with stuff right now, especially all the publishing tasks that I need to catch up on (with the way we’ve set up our new routine, it really only makes sense to spend one day out of the week working on publishing tasks, rather than an hour or half-hour each day. So if I miss a day, or don’t finish all of the week’s work on that day, things tend to spiral pretty quickly). But things are going pretty well overall: I’m making slow but steady progress on writing, and the wife and kids are doing pretty well. Everyone’s warm, fed, (mostly) happy, and still alive.

For Thanksgiving, we’re going up to Bear Lake with my wife’s family, since my brother-in-law has a timeshare there, and it’s closer to Couer D’Alene so it’ll be easier for the family up there to come down. But Bear Lake gets pretty cold this time of year, so we’ll have to pack warm. Also, with the recent developments in Russia and Ukraine, it occurs to me that Bear Lake might be one of the best places in the lower 48 to ride out an initial nuclear strike (though definitely not the best place to ride out a nuclear winter). Hopefully we don’t have to test that theory.

In any case, it should be fun to spend some time with the family, and to watch our kids spend some quality time playing with their cousins. Since my mother-in-law doesn’t want to do any cooking at the timeshare, she’s farmed out most of the work to everyone else, and had us bake a turkey so that she could collect the drippings for turkey gravey. Looks like white bean chili with leftover turkey is on the menu for the next couple of weeks!

My job is to make the cranberry sauce. I’ll be using my Mom’s recipe, which is super simple, and also super tasty: combine one pound of raw cranberries, one whole unpeeled orange, one whole apple, one cup of sugar, and one cup of pecans and blend until smooth. Chill before serving.

Up and Back from Denver

My uncle just got remarried, after losing his wife of some 40+ years to dimentia. The wedding was Saturday, so I flew up there in the early morning with my two sisters who live here in Utah. And then, because my four year-old daughter had her first primary program in church this Sunday, I flew back that night around midnight.

With all of that said, though, I still managed to get 2k words of writing in while on the plane or in the airport (mostly on the plane). This was all human writing, taking the stuff that I’d previously generated with AI and using it as a detailed outline (or sometimes as a loose suggestion) while I rewrote it in my own words. Which goes to show how AI-assisted writing can be super useful, especially for those in-between moments where it’s impossible to get a more sustained focus. If not for what I had previously generated, I wouldn’t have gotten more than a couple of hundred words in, if that much. And of course, I didn’t get any writing in during the wedding or any of the family stuff before and after.

Needless to say, after waking up at 5am to fly out, and not going to sleep until 2am the following morning, I was pretty hashed all Sunday. But the primary program went really well. My daughter remembered her part, and all but swallowed the microphone as she shouted it so we could all hear: “I love Jesus! Jesus is the Prince of Peace and the King of Kings!” It was hilarious, and very cute.

Sudowrite just rolled out a new outlining feature in their Story Bible, which replaces the old outline field. I tried it out this morning, and two things strike me about it:

First, it’s really nice that there’s no longer a word limit on the novel outline. I did have a little trouble getting my chapters to link with the outline, so there are probably still some things on the backend that need to be smoothed out, but I did get it to work in the end.

Second, it is SUPER convenient to be able to have the AI generate the individual chapter descriptions. After playing around with it, I found that the best way to generate them was simply to copy and paste all of the plot points from the spreadsheet that I use to map out the whole book, not even bothering to format it for the weird table breaks and tabs. The AI takes all of that input as-is and spits out a super accurate chapter description every time! Very nice, and hopefully it translates to better chapter beats too.

So for today and tomorrow, I’m going to work on the outline for Lizzie-99XT. After that, I’ll go back to writing out the rough human draft for The Road to New Jerusalem, and probably just focus on human writing for the rest of the month.

Late October Update

It’s been a really mild autumn this year. We got our first hard frost only about a week ago, and it’s currently about 66 degrees outside. Feels positively balmy!

The image above is my current computer setup. The playpen is for the kids to watch a show while I’m working on the other monitor, such as what I’m doing right now. We’re still living with my in-laws, so this room is their library add-on. It’s really nice! I especially like how much light the windows let in, as well as the fact that it’s set away from the rest of the house, so I don’t have to worry as much about waking sleeping kids.

For the last few months, I’ve been alternating between each week between different WIPs, trying to use some of the principles I learned from hacking my ADHD in order to write more. I should really write a blog post about that soon. Basically, I switch out a new project every week, shepherding about half a dozen WIPs toward completion instead of completing them one at a time.

Since I only just started a few months ago, it’s going to be a few more months before the first of the projects is finished, but once I fill out the queue to that point I should be able to publish a new novel every other month for the forseeable future. Once I can do that consistently, without sacrificing the quality of the stuff I write, the plan is to move it up to once every six weeks, then once every month. With the way I’ve been incorporating AI into my writing process, it’ll be a challenge but still very doable.

I’m also working to get all of my audiobooks up on Findaway Voices, which distributes to Spotify, among other places. Since I’m not quite sure how to price them, I’m running a $2.99 sale for the rest of the year. The plan is to run a book pricing survey with my email list and use that data to guide future pricing for my ebooks and AI-narrated audiobooks. I’ve also been invited into the beta for Amazon’s AI-narrated audiobooks, so those should be going up on Audible before too long.

In family news, my wife is applying for a position in the BYU Linguistics Department, and they just set up a bunch of interviews (including the one with a General Authority, which is supposed to be with both of us). She’s also finishing up her PhD, which should be done next year. Between that and watching the kids, I don’t have a lot of uninterrupted writing time—thank goodness for AI!

And now the kids’ shows are over, so I’d better get back to doing other things. Take care!

Some (better) advice for the chronically single

So the Daily Wire recently put out an interesting article about the current trend of chronically single young adults who want to get married but have had zero luck, especially with today’s online dating scene. From what I can tell, online dating is like a post-apocalyptic wasteland right now—which is a huge problem, because ever since the pandemic, online dating has come to replace almost every other form of getting out there and finding prospective romantic partners.

So since I graduated from the online dating scene after a period of chronic singlehood, and am now happily married, I thought I was qualified to share some of my thoughts on the subjects in the comments on the article. And since I thought some of my readers here might find it interesting, I’ve decided to cross-post my comment. Here it is:


I was chronically single until I met my wife at age 34. We met online and got married just before the pandemic. Some thoughts:

1. It sucks to be rejected, but if marriage is really what you’re looking for, you’ve got to embrace the suck. You’ll never find “the one” if you’re trying to please everyone. Know what you’re looking for, and when you write up your dating profile, share the things about you that will drive everyone else away. My profile had an explicit declaration of faith, because that was what I was looking for–and I found my wife on the third or fourth match, in part because that declaration was explicit enough to drive everyone else away.

2. The only way to stop wasting time is to embrace Jordan Peterson’s 8th rule of life. You grew up in an online world where almost everything you saw was a lie. Embrace total honesty, no matter how much it hurts. On our second date, I asked my future wife what she wanted to do with her life. She embraced total honesty and told me she wanted to be a wife and a mother more than anything else, even though she had no idea how I would respond to that. We were married less than a year later.

3. Have enough faith to trust God’s timing. My wife and I were actually enrolled in the same college class a decade before we met online. If we had dated each other then, it wouldn’t have worked out. We both needed to grow a bit first (quite a bit, in my case). Everything in this world has been prepared in the wisdom of Him who knows all things. Do your part to bring your life in line with Him, and all things will work together for your good.

4. Stop making everything about yourself. Selfishness is the root cause of every divorce, which also makes it one of the biggest deterrents to marriage and relationships. You grew up in an age of unbridled narcissism, exploited by Big Tech and social media to leverage your loneliness for corporate profits. When you think you may have found the right one (and you’re not in a codependent or abusive relationship), make it all about them. He who seeks his life shall lose it, and he who loses his life, for God’s sake, shall find it. I will never forget the impression I received when I first held my daughter: “this is her story now, not yours.”

The wildest AI hallucination I have ever seen

So my wife is currently working on her PhD in computer science, and for her thesis she’s trying to develop an AI model that can generate meaningful cross references within a text. For example, she compiled the complete works of Jane Austen into an HTML file, and ran it through one of her AI models, asking it to find a cross reference to the opening line of Pride and Prejudice, which reads:

It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife.

The AI returned this line from Mansfield Park:

But there certainly are not so many men of large fortune in the world as there are pretty women to deserve them.

Pretty nifty, huh? Anyway, she’s experimenting with a variety of different AI models, including a fine-tuned version of ChatGPT. She’s also using my Sons of the Starfarers books as a text, since it’s not nearly as well known as Jane Austen or the Bible.

It turns out that LLMs like ChatGPT are actually pretty terrible at finding cross references, even after they’ve been fine-tuned. When she asked it to find cross references for various passages in Sons of the Starfarers, it almost always hallucinated something that isn’t in the actual books.

But then, at the end, she asked it to find a simple cross reference… and it gave her this:


I am reading Victors in Liberty and want to find some good cross-references for ‘Isaac ignored them and brought up the latest data on his display.’ Can you suggest some good quotes as cross-references?

Certainly! Here are some cross-references for “Isaac ignored them and brought up the latest data on his display.”:

Isaac ignored the chatter over his communications and focused on the targeting data in his peripheral vision. An Esperanzan frigate dropping out of FTL was no challenge for a light recon frigate like the Tiberian. It was built for speed and evasion, something the enemy frigate could not muster on such short notice. A light hum in the side of his armrest told Isaac that the first missiles had fired. He gave the order to activate them with a press of a finger, and a second hum confirmed they were on their way. His heart raced and he took a deep breath to calm down.

After the long futile years of dodging through the stars, the tide had begun to turn. The Temujin was lost with all hands, and the very space they’d fought over was now broken by the light of a newborn star. Victory was admittedly shallow when his people were still scattered across the void, but it was a victory nonetheless.

Another hum indicated that his point defense lasers had locked onto the enemy missiles. The targeting relay showed the homing-enabling couplings had been obliterated. For a brief moment, the Esperanzan frigate was silhouetted in the bright light of the young star, betraying all the structural weaknesses that were exploitable. And from there, Isaac showed no remorse. Reason left him, replaced with thorough hate and anger—forced of course. Isaac’s sleek one-man starship had no defense armor. Of the combat vessels of the disparate, disparate Red Faction resistance, his could be taken out by a single missile volley meant for a fleet. If the first missile volley didn’t down the enemy, the counter-volley was friendly fire.

A klaxon blared in the side of Isaac’s ear. The Esperanzan frigate burst into a fireball, artificial gravity arrays spinning off into the lifeless void. Only by the dim starlight and the intense heat of the new sun could Isaac distinguish the shrapnel and debris scattered around what once had been a ship.

“Excellent work, Specialist,” said the jovial head chef, Midshipman Khrelan. With Commander Noah currently held prisoner on the Starflare, there’d been a few promotions, which put him in charge of one of the lower-priority departments. “Excellent, excellent work. I knew I could trust you.”

Isaac smiled and stretched. The frantic chair of his one-man starship seemed to recede ever so slightly, as though it was merely a symbol that he could shed at a moment’s notice. For he was not a pilot in a combat vessel dodging fire. He was the Emperor of the Red Delta Quadrant, a force to be reckoned with indeed. His father had done more than forge a civil empire; he had founded a starfarer dynasty that now posed a threat to everyone outside of Delta Pavonis. Now more than ever, his mother’s intuition and telepathic powers were revered and envied by all. In fact—this thought hadn’t occurred to him until he had conquered everything up the Eden’s local star—she was right, and everyone for dozens of stars was waiting for their moment to slay them.

As Commander Noah’s comments in the debriefing served the position that Captain Valk suggested the Red Faction play the role of unwitting suicide pawn to the budding Templin Empire, they were put under abeyance while negotiations were struck to work out the relationship. If Isaac’s fact-finding missions bore fruit and gave them the strategic assets they needed, the former Red Faction would be made a fully-integrated member of the newfound empire. Then without the pretense of what Noah originally claimed was the original mission—stopping the Fourth Holy Imperial battlecruiser from finding something to turn the tide in the war on the Far Reaches of the Outworlds—there would be nothing left to consider, and the truce would become a permanent merger.

What remained for Isaac was to prove that the Red Faction could contribute to the war, and it was this mission that Midshipman Khrelan promoted to the top of their menu board. As head chef of the Diego-Attica bowl, one of the Eden systems’ largest and most populated space stations, it was his position to woo the New Plebeian faction into accepting the Red Faction into their empire. And it was Isaac’s mission to prove that plebeians did indeed have what it took to undertake the trials of empire. The only obstacle that remained was Captain Valk.

“Fuck Vasili if he doesn’t accept,” Isaac muttered under his breath.

It was a cadence of profanity that his meal commander often used. This time it went unnoticed, either because none of his crew understood English well enough to pick up on it, or because their heads were buried in work like his should have been. After Isaac’s less than stellar performance in the assault on outpost red one-four-one, there wasn’t much work for him to do.

He knew he was irresponsible for letting his mind wonder like this in the middle of a combat simulation. A little under a week ago, a signal had shown up just beyond the Eden’s system’s sensor net. The high command suspected a rogue sleeper ship. Isaac doubted that was the case. Another star had recently formed in the orbit of Edea’s Planet 3. It would be the most valuable real estate outside of Hebron and Edenia’s primary. If the Outworlders accepted the terms the Edenia system was willing to give, then it was all but certain that a local Outworld confederacy could be formed around Edenian pleasure points. One day, The Tamerlan and The Eve would be recognized as sister systems. But when had Edénia looked out for those interests? Let the eve be forgotten. They would soon be Tamerian.

The dishes for the next three days had all been planned for. The senior officers had all been invited to dine with the New Plebeian station commander. Midshipman Khrelan hoped to build a friendly relationship between the Red Faction and the people of the Tiberian Cluster, who he believed were most likely to be integrated into the New Plebeians as fellow second-class citizens. Only after those that left would they all eat, which meant soon he’d have to get started. Even with the protocol droids, that gave him just one more hour.

The simulation sort of went well. Isaac did end up killing every other ship, even after they ganged up on him, but the maneuvering was a little sloppy at times. He knew he wasn’t going to last long under the scrutiny of the higher officers. Admiral Valente and Captain Ibn al-Asad would be visiting the Eden in just the four days. When that day arrived, he very well might find his promotion revoked and his transfer dishonorable, provided of course he demonstrated such flagrant incompetence toward the end.

As the screen brought up the last member of his squad, the pings on his radar came back. It seemed he’d survived the battle with barely any hull breached.

And by the gods, eat a fucking sandwich!

He’d forgotten he was hungry. At first, it was easy to forget about meals. With a meal served supposedly every five hours, there was still work to do in between that kept him looking forward. But since the campaigns and maneuvers had not worked him to exhaustion, it now was a chore to sit through time just eating. The efficiency and industriousness of Isaac’s father did indeed become Gideon’s son. It was a dead giveaway. Unlike his father but very much like his mother, Kahramanna would waste away before he ever passed 12th Plague. If the Outworlders decided they were worthy of escape (and they wouldn’t be, they were definitely going to accept the Edenians’ terms), the future owner of one of the systems at the only intersection of this side of the galaxy would die from starvation with the rest of the infidels.

Isaac frowned. How had “The Resurrection” ever been associated with plagues in the first place? It was the most beautiful and hopeful story of his people, the moment the legendary Prophetús of Delta Pavanus had become a messiah. His writings gathered confidentially on the homeworld quelled the rampant syncretism of mixing their traditions with those of the host worlds. By forming a unified monolithic faith run by a powerful theocracy, it was fully expected that the Delta Pavanians would have overthrown both the Thetans and Outworlders to form their own empire. Deltanotian could have been the same kind of imperial language on the Milky Way side that Soluna had become in the east. The rapid declination of the Prophetús’ Mission was considered to be the most catastrophic failure of tribal project in all of recorded history.

Between 12th Plague and the explicit language that Good Word was untranslatable, all facades were off. This exploration project was nothing but an imperial operation from the Deltanotian Empire’s very core—a counter-strike barely distinguishable from the hyperspace bomb. It was only by the self-sacrifice and zeal of his ancestors that the spirit of the prophets did not fade across their interstellar mission. Something shone brightly in the void. The Star-Travelers had become the Starforce, and it fell upon them to restore the faith. And, by God, they would.

The simulation ended with all three stars highlighted on his map, marking the three miraculous visions of the Holy Star. Isaac didn’t need the Good Word to recognize it had all been written exactly as expected. He smiled and undid his three-point harness. The gruff marine next to him did the same.

He stepped past the airlock he shared with his seat partner and walked to the closet on the forward bulkheads. As he stepped in, an elaborate mechanism analyzed the pattern and weight of his footsteps on the soles of his flat combat boots. The small room behind the door doubled as a personal sanitation closet, more elegantly a boleshower. As his boots finished drying, he stripped off his jump suit and waited for the inevitable light-sonic start. Sure enough, as soon as the door shut and he was naked to the glare, there was unmistakably the sound of a fly buzzing menacingly behind him. He waved his hands and blew on it to no avail. He turned to the light and saw that in fact what had captured his attention was not a fly but rather the prominent bush of black hair with what looked like every stripe and pattern of embroidery that relevant cut of uniform would allow. That made two.

His hands stood frozen in position among the smug parade. Quite a few of the sewn patterns were familiar. An upside down cross inside of a circle? That was Marcanetian, which he read could mean only one thing. Based on his tattoos, he would certainly serve 6th Plague as wendigo meat. That wasn’t skill, that was luck, but the flaw was not his. “Let Canopus keep his dream alive,” his stomach told him, but his balls gave a different message. The two ends would not tolerate the presence of veins among their flesh. The hardon almost immediately appeared.

He reached his hands behind his neck and pretended to scratch but really reanalyzing the air quality. Some of the embassy-topia class nostrils unironically slit. The unshaven wickunoff wasn’t as strategical of a hairdo as he’d like, but at least with his crotch turned to them they couldn’t all control the urge to reach and scratch.

These people kept trying to embarrass him, but who in fact was embarrassed? Everything that had just taken place, he’d been perfectly alright with. Everything they knew about him was exactly what he’d told them. It wasn’t that they didn’t get him. It was that he didn’t get them.

The new high sheriff of Aluchiga Delta took center stage, a massive black man from Beatrix with a sour and stern disposition. The star tattoos on his round pocked face showed him not uncompromisingly rugged but rather vicious and unyielding. He seemed to have no sense of humor.

That alone gave the Ice Giants the advantage. The Beatrixians, stable-facing to the front of the procession and thus technically in command of the ceremony, needed a laugh just as easily as the new Inkana high sheriff from the other side. Both systems were far too stratified with class society, and having been torn from the seats of power they so deeply loathed they were more than somewhat relieved to be joined on the interstellar voyage. To them, that was what Babylana was—their wild and untamed frontier. With all the old rivalries and social prejudices carried over into the classic starwanderer era, it was the nomads and outcasts who found a home among the heavens that were best suited for the voyage.

This was covered across their naked flesh in the kind of complex set of interconnected (though there to be fair not all interconnected) tattoos that commanded universal respect. As the starfarers were free those tattoos were autogenic. They came within the realm of choice to a degree—and in fact way beyond—most other cultures considered unforgivably narcissistic. That was why the Megalotics, with their deeply rooted philosophical system of Order:Chaos, so openly despised them.

Isaac had been staring at their skin with all the minutely detailed modeling when he’d had his accidental hardon. The great black giant had ever since been staring him down.

Midshipman Fatima came over. “Report.”

Isaac quickly reran the thermal analysis and presented it on one of the models hovering behind his head. He thanked the Astarte he had been off-duty. Considering the intensity of the last asshole who’d complained about how little speech Isaac gave in meetings, what fun would it be beamed over from Alchiba on the Eden’s consolidated intelligence to be forced to work with an AI more primitive than what Isaac commanded. Even on the best decks by officers with significant wealth disparity, the old pre-Imperial chips faulted. It would only take a half month for Isaac to take control of deck Theta-ten. Of intelligence from the other decks, one third of them he already commanded. The vast increase of processing was more than satisfactory.

Fatima looked over his report and nodded. “Very good, Commander. Very good indeed. Carry on.”

From her side of the table, she accessed a fairly standard command subroutine and brought up the floor plans for all decks in the file. The model showed the thermal profile now, but soon all the profiles would be profiled on swords. Her movement was somewhat interpretable: “matter of life and death” among the other Arian phrases that had entered Arianian techspeak was “time to make a run for it.” Up to 67.8% of the energy required to transverse a mile was scooped and shot halfway across the local cluster subject minimally to such high gravimetric pulls that a controlled asteroid system could be made to have the same effect here. For that, you actually did need anti-grav technology. “Running for it” or “throw them all in a bag” is you just rip open all the airlocks and hope the showers last long enough and the numbers come out in your favor with cryo. Once all the numbers come out, then you scoop and loop the forgotten. The floor plan relied on the Midoshiun system, where weapons and engineering and medical could all be written in official departments by OS. Because they were working under such a close trust interface, they all knew it would be up to Isaac to tale the head.

Interstellar law and civilization were a complex web. The system of checks and balances only worked for interstellar diplomacy, not intra-, where all that usually mattered was what would stall change longest in the vicious bureaucratic race. Questanantian philosophy postulated that one could be put on the other side of war to learn to rise above, very much a pagan adaption of Noah’s prophecy concerning Shem. There was no call of Abraham, for such language was not tolerated this far south.

March 17th, 3098. That left less than a year until the next aquino. Not doubt word of his father’s betrayal of the Anakim would come up, but never among the select at the top who would decide his fate. Of the new feces frozen just north of sector four, the Edenian hypercolonization expedition was almost done. The last supply run to the outpost monastery frozen just over half a light-year beyond the founding outpost would be ready at the very end of the next Procythian New Year. Hopefully, the Modernus Shift would give him the start he needed.

He then repeated the word he repeated every day and in whose glory he so purely radiated that rumor had been it started out as his name. “Paradosian. Paradosian. Paradosian…”

In any case Isaac hadn’t been the one responsible for bringing all that shit out in the first place, and if they expected some “dog of space” Argonaut that worshipped the Anakim, had they really found the one to stop the coming floods? He just had to have a little patience and get the hell out of here.

On impulse, he queried the mother Astarte on his horizon-side display. Medina reached out to him.

With the most formal and profligate blessings of Bahrain Isaac’s preceding post now reached out far enough—the lake, the font, the water itself—to mark for certain that the royals had incestously “piled every last dog” he called so kindly “die wanda der zwar” by now. The Astarte had found a hint of Persepolis II, mentioning it in the black hole astrology as “dzaraq.”

Goddamnit!

Why I no longer consider myself to be a libertarian

I’ve been going back and forth on this post for almost a year now, wondering how exactly to express my thoughts. Some of the positive reviews on my fiction have expressed that I write “libertarian fiction,” and in some ways, I think that’s accurate: certainly, I value liberty very strongly, and support those government policies that are designed to safeguard our liberties while opposing those that seek to destroy it. That has not changed. But my views of libertarianism more generally have, perhaps in some ways that might surprise my longtime readers.

First, a little bit of my personal history. I grew up in one of the most liberal parts of the country, Pioneer Valley, Massachusetts, and considered myself a conservative while I lived there. Then, after serving a two-year mission for my church in Silicon Valley, California—what is probably the most progressive, leftist part of the country—I went to college at Brigham Young University, in the most Republican county of the most Republican state in the United States. At that point, I considered myself to be a sort of left-leaning classical liberal. When Dick Cheney spoke at BYU’s commencement, I blogged about the protests and attended the alternate commencement where Ralph Nader spoke.

I graduated in 2010, in the middle of the Great Recession, and made the fateful decision not to go to grad school at that time. To this day, I count that as the single best decision I ever made in my life (right up there with deleting my Facebook and Twitter accounts). Not only did this force me to learn how to navigate the real world, but it also got me out of the indoctrination factory that the national university system has become, even to a degree at my alma mater, BYU.

About five years after I graduated, I got red-pilled and started listening to right-wing commentators like Glenn Beck, Ben Shapiro, and Dennis Prager. I also looked seriously into Ron Paul and the libertarian movement, and became something of a libertarian. As fractitious as libertarianism is as a political philosophy, it seemed like the most logically coherent and intellectually honest way of understanding the world, whereas leftism and conservatism were both riddled with internal contradictions.

But then I got married and started a family. That experience has changed me in a lot of ways, perhaps even more than all the rest of my life experiences combined. But politically, the biggest thing it has caused me to rethink is this question:

What is the fundamental unit of society?

I’d always played lip service to the belief that the family is the fundamental unit of society, but starting a family of my own has made that real for me—indeed, has made me realize—in a way that simple bumper-sticker slogans never could. Before, I was living for myself. Now, I live for my children. Before, I was the hero of my own story, and that story was a single volume. Now, my story is just a single volume in an ongoing saga, a link in the chain of the generations that came before and will go on after me.

Libertarians believe that they stand in opposition to authoritarians of all stripes, be they communists, fascists, socialists, etc. But both libertarians and authoritarians operate on the unspoken assumption that the individual, not the family, is the fundamental unit of society. Leftists want to destroy the family and put the state in charge of raising and educating children, in order to make them obedient to government authority. Libertarians, on the other hand, romanticize this idea of the atomized individual who follows his own path and eschews all forms of collectivism, including the family. Ayn Rand’s books are populated by ubermensch who seem like they’ve sprung forth from the head of Zeus, and the children in her novels are basically just adults in miniature.

Allow me to put it this way: Margaret Thatcher had a brilliant quote about socialism that libertarians love to repeat. And from a purely economic standpoint, I believe that the libertarians are correct. But change that quote just a little, and you get this:

The problem with socialism libertarianism is that you eventually run out of other people’s money families.

Families don’t just happen. They take a lot of work to build and to maintain, and unless they are planted in a culture that nourishes them, they will wither and die. Libertarianism does not foster that kind of a culture, yet it depends on families in order to raise the kind of people who can make a libertarian society work. People from broken families often lack the mental and emotional maturity to take upon themselves the personal responsibilities that come with personal liberty—in other words, they lack the capacity for personal independence which libertarianism depends on. Growing up in a healthy family isn’t the only way to develop that sort of independence, but a society of broken families will invariably fail to produce such a people.

This is why libertarianism ultimately leads to authoritarianism. We aren’t all characters in an Ayn Rand novel: we aren’t all ubermensch all of the time, reshaping the world by the strength of our will. And when we inevitable fail, where can we turn to for help? If society is nothing more than a group of individuals, then ultimately the only place to turn to is the state. Perhaps there may be churches, companies, or other private civic organizations to which a person may turn, but any form of libertarianism that rejects altruism as a moral good will fail to foster these organizations as well. So, in the absense of anywhere else to turn, individuals will, over time, turn increasingly to the state, trading their libertarian freedoms for economic and social security. A society that exalts the individual at the expense of the family will always, in the end, devolve into a statist tyranny.

If you want to create a stable society that recognizes individual freedom, you have to recognize the family as the fundamental unit of that society, and you have to proactively enact policies that will foster a culture of strong families. Not only does this give you a social safety net that is totally apart from the state, but it also ensures that your society will be self-perpetuating, since one of the central purposes of the family is to create and raise children.

In fact, the family is perhaps the best antidote to government power creeping into every facet of society, which also makes it the best way to push back against woke leftism, ESG, and the Great Reset. Hence why everything about leftist progressivism is calculated to destroy the family. Parents concerned about CRT in their schools? Domestic terrorists. Kids who say that they’re transgender? Transition them without telling the parents, and take them away from their families if the parents object.

But it’s not just a partisan issue. If the family is the fundamental unit of society and needs to be strengthened, then there are things on both the left and the right that need to change. For example, poverty is a huge issue for families, since poor families are much more likely to break up due to the stress. But conservatives often ignore the issue of income inequality, mouthing platitudes about the free market while giving us socialism for the rich and capitalism for the poor. And the libertarians are little better, what with how they push for the legalization of drugs, prostitution, abortion, and pornography. Few things have done more to destroy the family than widespread substance abuse and the hypersexualization of our society.

This is why I’ve mostly given up on reading Heinlein anymore. He’s a brilliant writer with a fascinating take on some of science fiction’s most fundamental tropes, but whenever he writes about sex or sexuality, all I can think of is “the problem with libertarianism is that you eventually run out of other people’s families.” Heinlein and his boomer readership took the family for granted, neglected their own, and gave us a world of widespread sexual promiscuity, where society is falling apart.

So that’s why I don’t consider myself a libertarian anymore, even though there are many tenets of libertarianism that I still admire and believe, especially on the economic side. I suppose you say that I’m a conservative, but that isn’t really accurate either, because most strains of conservatism in 2024 really seem more about conserving the leftism of two or three generations ago. So I guess that means I’m politically homeless—just like most of my fellow Americans these days.

How Not To Write An AI-Assisted Novel

The worst way to write a novel with generative AI is to make the AI do all the work.

In fact, thinking of it in terms of “how much of the work can I get the AI to do?” is pretty much guaranteed to give you a really crappy book by the end of it. The AI’s job isn’t to “do the work,” any more than a power tool’s job is to build a house. You do the work. AI is just a tool to multiply your efforts.

But let’s take a step back. Who am I to talk about all of this? My name is Joe Vasicek, and I’m an indie author who’s been writing and publishing regularly since 2011. At this point, I have several dozen novels under my belt, including about half a dozen AI-assisted novels, the first of which is published under my Joe Vasicek pen here on this blog. Also, my wife is a PhD student and research assistant who works with generative AI and large language models. Her thesis is on using generative AI to create interactive cross references for any body of text, customized to the user. We talk a lot about generative AI and share what we’ve learned, so we’re both fairly knowledgeable on the subject.

At this point, it’s still very much the wild west of writing with AI-assistance. The technology is new enough that there really are no experts on the subject, though I expect that that will change rapidly over the next few years. And while I can’t (yet) say that I’ve made gazillions of $$$$ from my AI writing methods, I can say that I’m one of the first professional writers to develop a method for writing with AI-assistance.

And that’s not a boast. Whenever I get together with other writers, I wish there were more of them (really, any of them) that I could talk with about this stuff. There are some online communities that come at it more from the AI side than the professional writing side, and I probably ought to spend more time in those, because it’s probably only a matter of time before one of them has a runaway bestseller and shakes up the publishing industry in the same way that Amanda Hocking shook things up when the indie publishing revolution was just getting underway.

Maybe that someone will be you. Who knows? We’re still very much in the wild west of AI writing, and probably will be for a while.

It’s that very loneliness that makes me want to blog about AI-assisted writing—that, and the fact that I’m still trying to figure it out for myself, so I would love to hear what’s working for other writers. But one thing that I’ve learned from my own experience is that the worst way to write an AI-assisted novel is to dump all the work on the AI and expect anything good to come out.

The main reason for this is that LLMs and generative AI do not think—at least, not in any meaningful way that’s similar to the way you and I think. Instead, these models analyze human language for patterns, and replicate those patterns according to the parameters and instructions give by the user. It’s much closer to how your phone is able to predict your next word when you go to write a text, except that instead of writing the next word, ChatGPT or Sudowrite or whatever LLM you happen to be using is instead predicting the next 5-10 paragraphs.

So really, it’s not very useful to think of an AI as being able to “write” anything. Instead, it’s much more useful to think of it as “simulating” the thing that you’ve told it to write, or producing a simulation of the kind of work that a human would produce, given your parameters and instructions. The AI isn’t “doing the work” for you, it’s merely simulating the end product of that work. You still have to make it your own.

And how do you make it your own? Personally, I’ve found that the best way to do that is to open up a new document on my second monitor and type it all out by hand, occasionally referring to the AI-generated text when I don’t know what to write next, but largely trusting in myself to create the real, non-simulated draft. No copy-pasting! The mental exercise of writing it all out, word for word, stimulates something in the creative mind, and in most cases I end up writing something completely different, using the simulated version of the novel merely as a stepping stone.

So why do I go through all the trouble of generating a whole novel, when I’m probably going to throw out most of that text anyway? That’s a very good question—so good, in fact, that it needs to be the subject of its own post.