{"id":493,"date":"2009-04-04T01:04:51","date_gmt":"2009-04-04T08:04:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/?p=493"},"modified":"2009-04-04T01:04:51","modified_gmt":"2009-04-04T08:04:51","slug":"some-thoughts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/some-thoughts\/","title":{"rendered":"Some thoughts"},"content":{"rendered":"

This is going to be real quick, since it’s 1:30 am and General Conference<\/a> is tomorrow.\u00a0\u00a0 The revision is going along really well for Genesis Earth<\/em>–I am really excited about this project.\u00a0 My only regret is that I don’t have more time to dedicate to it.\u00a0 As it is, I’m probably putting too much time into it already.\u00a0 But it’s worth it–it makes me happy, and I feel I’m telling a story worth hearing.<\/p>\n

Yesterday was also the awards banquet for the English department.\u00a0 It was a very positive experience.\u00a0 I saw a few familiar faces–Chris from my English 318 reading group last year, and slipperyjim from Quark.<\/p>\n

The main address and proceedings in general were very interesting.\u00a0 There was a lot of talk about the value of literature, its importance in our society, but more than that, the importance to write good<\/em> literature.\u00a0 By that, I don’t mean the kind of stuff that has the stamp of approval of some elite clique of stuck up literary types somewhere–by that, I mean literature that has purpose and meaning, that shows us something worth living for, not merely pointing out the absurdities of our modern world.\u00a0 There are plenty of absurdities and paradoxes and stupid little meaningless things, but where does it really get us to be pointing those out all the time?<\/p>\n

I came away from the conference with something really valuable: a heightened awareness of all the things that made me want to write Bringing Estella Home<\/em>, the novel I’ve been working on this semester.\u00a0 <\/em><\/p>\n

Bringing Estella Home<\/em> is very tragic, a little dystopian, and has a lot of unrealized hopes–a lot of shattered lives.\u00a0 It’s essentially a tragedy, and I’ve found that I don’t particularly enjoy writing tragedies.\u00a0 When you’ve worked on one for a few months, it tends to grate on you–all of these suffering characters, and you with the knowledge that it’s only going to get worse.\u00a0 Not very feel-good.<\/p>\n

But that’s not the thing that made me want to write this book.\u00a0 There were two things that I wanted to get across, two major ideas: sacrifice and loyalty.\u00a0 If that makes any sense.\u00a0 I guess it won’t, unless you read the finished book, but I wanted to show how people struggling to do the right thing in a world turned upside down could find meaning and depth in their suffering, in their trials.\u00a0 Suffering comes and goes, but it shapes you in ways that last forever, and I wanted to show good people becoming better through their suffering.\u00a0 I guess that’s the best way to put it.<\/p>\n

I think I’d lost sight of that recently.\u00a0 This novel needs a lot of major changes to it, especially in the middle section, which I was just wrapping up when I put it on hold.\u00a0 But with a clearer idea of the overarching goal of the story–what deeper meaningfulness I’m trying to get across–I think I’ll be able to pick it up again and give it a strong finish.\u00a0 That’s good.<\/p>\n

I don’t know if I’ll ever write another tragedy again.\u00a0 This one has been quite a ride.\u00a0 However, I shouldn’t just throw it out and run away from it–I really need to listen to this story and tell it like it needs to be told.\u00a0 I guess that’s the ultimate motivation, or should be.\u00a0 I don’t just sit down and write because it’s what I do, I do it because it is something meaningful, something that can help others see the world in a new, better way, and obtain those truths that will really bless their lives.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

This is going to be real quick, since it’s 1:30 am and General Conference is tomorrow.\u00a0\u00a0 The revision is going along really well for Genesis Earth–I am really excited about this project.\u00a0 My only regret is that I don’t have more time to dedicate to it.\u00a0 As it is, I’m probably putting too much time… Continue reading Some thoughts<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[68,32],"tags":[34,178,175,83,176,8,20,156,92,127,37,177,599,159,63],"class_list":["post-493","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bsh","category-ge","tag-college-life","tag-dystopian","tag-general-conference","tag-inspiration","tag-october-2009","tag-writing-in-general","tag-quark-writing-group","tag-revising","tag-sacrifice","tag-slipperyjim","tag-spirituality","tag-theme","tag-thoughts-reflections","tag-tragedy","tag-triumphs","entry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7iXK-7X","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/493","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=493"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/493\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":494,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/493\/revisions\/494"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=493"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=493"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=493"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}