I don’t know why, but it’s a lot harder for me to write the first draft of something than it is to revise it. \u00a0Finishing my last novel was much, much harder than any of the projects before it, and my productivity is still suffering because of it.<\/p>\n
The root problem, I suppose, is procrastination. \u00a0While I was writing my last novel, things got really tough towards the end, and I found myself procrastinating much more than I should have. \u00a0That led me to develop a dangerous habit. \u00a0Right now, as I move into the fourth revision of Mercenary Savior,<\/em> I find that I’m still procrastinating even when the work is much easier (and more enjoyable).<\/p>\n Or is that really it? \u00a0Maybe I wasn’t procrastinating when I was writing my last novel–maybe I was taking frequent breaks to “fill the well.” Except now, those breaks have turned into full-scale procrastination, and I’m finding it very hard to get back on a regular schedule.<\/p>\n I’ve been doing about 1k to 3k words per day this past week, but I feel like I should be doing around 4k or 5k. \u00a0A lot of the time, I put off even starting until around 5pm, and stay up until late hours of the night when I should be sleeping. \u00a0It’s not a sustainable schedule, and I know it.<\/p>\n Part of it might have to do with the fact that I’m back at my parents’ house right now, taking a short break before returning to Utah. \u00a0I guess I should just stop worrying and enjoy my time here–I’m still doing well, overall, and there’s more to life than writing all the time. \u00a0Still, it’s maddening to feel unproductive. \u00a0Blarg.<\/p>\n Other than that, things are going great. \u00a0I’ve been spending a lot of quality time with my dad, as well as relaxing and taking time off from other pursuits. \u00a0Saw Inception<\/em> and Scott Pilgrim vs. The World,<\/em> and loved them both. \u00a0Read a couple of good books, too. \u00a0Life is good.<\/p>\n In unrelated news, my sister is about to have a baby. \u00a0Everyone in the family is WAY excited. \u00a0We love you, Kate and Danny!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I don’t know why, but it’s a lot harder for me to write the first draft of something than it is to revise it. \u00a0Finishing my last novel was much, much harder than any of the projects before it, and my productivity is still suffering because of it. The root problem, I suppose, is procrastination.… Continue reading Why am I so #$%! unproductive?<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[68,44],"tags":[133,42,147,402,454,290],"class_list":["post-2850","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bsh","category-ds","tag-family","tag-frustrations","tag-momentum","tag-procrastination","tag-productivity","tag-vacations","entry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7iXK-JY","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2850","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2850"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2850\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2861,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2850\/revisions\/2861"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2850"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2850"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2850"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}