{"id":2423,"date":"2010-07-30T03:00:32","date_gmt":"2010-07-30T07:00:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/?p=2423"},"modified":"2010-07-30T03:01:06","modified_gmt":"2010-07-30T07:01:06","slug":"slogging-through","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/slogging-through\/","title":{"rendered":"Slogging through to the bitter happy ending"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/07\/18446_1363564848781_1221391815_1091455_5712849_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-2424\" title=\"Happy Ending\" src=\"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/07\/18446_1363564848781_1221391815_1091455_5712849_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"240\" height=\"180\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/07\/18446_1363564848781_1221391815_1091455_5712849_n.jpg 400w, https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/07\/18446_1363564848781_1221391815_1091455_5712849_n-300x225.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 240px) 100vw, 240px\" \/><\/a>Oh man.\u00a0 I was hoping to hit 5k words today, and even though I must have spent five or six hours writing, I only managed half of that.\u00a0 It&#8217;s progress, I know, but it&#8217;s not as much progress as I&#8217;d like; the words just aren&#8217;t coming, no matter what I do.\u00a0 <em>Blarg.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>The worst part is that I know that most of these words are just crap.\u00a0 I&#8217;ll get to the end of a chapter and think &#8220;oh yeah, shouldn&#8217;t these characters be doing\/thinking this?&#8221; And I&#8217;ll make a couple of notes in the revision guide, or touch up what I&#8217;ve written just a little bit, but one thing compounds on another until everything&#8217;s got problems.<\/p>\n<p>But you know what?\u00a0 I&#8217;m almost three quarters of the way through, so it&#8217;s probably better just to write on through these problems and finish the @#$! thing.\u00a0 At this point, I&#8217;ve got a good enough story that I can carry things through to the end, as horrible as it may be, and just fix everything in the next draft.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s frustrating, though, because I know that most of the changes I&#8217;m going to make will seem obvious.\u00a0 Why can&#8217;t I just get it right the first time?<\/p>\n<p>Is it because I failed to outline things enough?\u00a0 I know from experience, however, that outlining too much can be fatal for me.\u00a0 Is it because I didn&#8217;t take the time to immerse myself in my story?\u00a0 But then again, I&#8217;ve been spending so much time on my writing, everything else seems to be suffering, including my social life&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>BLARG.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m probably just missing the forest for the trees.\u00a0 Once I get out of these woods, though, I&#8217;m sure things will fall into place.\u00a0 One way or another, in two weeks this abomination will be FINISHED! &#8230;at least until the next draft.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Oh man.\u00a0 I was hoping to hit 5k words today, and even though I must have spent five or six hours writing, I only managed half of that.\u00a0 It&#8217;s progress, I know, but it&#8217;s not as much progress as I&#8217;d like; the words just aren&#8217;t coming, no matter what I do.\u00a0 Blarg. The worst part&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/slogging-through\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Slogging through to the bitter happy ending<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[44],"tags":[192,88,222,223,42,73,155,599],"class_list":["post-2423","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ds","tag-discovery-writing","tag-doubts-and-fears","tag-endings","tag-finishing","tag-frustrations","tag-planning","tag-rough-drafts","tag-thoughts-reflections","entry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7iXK-D5","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2423","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2423"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2423\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2434,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2423\/revisions\/2434"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2423"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2423"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onelowerlight.com\/writing\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2423"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}